You cannot seek meaning, but you can give meaning to yourself & to others by doing good deeds. So, the meaning of life is to balance helping yourself & helping others. But helping others does not count lf you expect something out of lt. You must do lt purely out of kindness. It's hard to make life better for you, but easy to make life better for everyone else. Even lf there is no hope for you to be happy, you can do something right by doing for others. You have nothing to lose afterall. And as the universe would have lt, you actually get happy by making others happy. It's power in your hands.