Okay so, I've been dating this amazing, wonderful, and sweet person for about 3-4 months by now. They're truly my soul mate, but thing is, I'm dating them online. I know it sounds cheesy and dumb, but they live just a few cities away from me, and I'm hoping to meet them sometime this year or the next. I know they're legit because they send recordings of things related to what we're talking about and I've called them on skype before. Anyways, I'm really craving some physical attention, such as kissing or cuddling, but I really can't. I have a friend in real life who's also very sweet and cute, and yes, I do like her. She also likes me too, and keeps "suggesting" in her own ways, that we should date. I really do want to date because there's that physical part of the relationship, but I also love the online person, yet I can't feel them or anything of that sort. It's sometimes depressing, because my irl friend doesn't know I'm dating this person. Should I break up with the person online and be able to have face to face, physical attention? Or should I continue dating the online person because I love them? I'm honestly lost and I don't know what to do..